Sunday, January 18, 2009

My story

I have this idea in my head for a story...one based entirely upon reality.
My problem lies in the simple fact, that I cannot recover some of those feelings had during that time of my life.

I keep hoping to run into him...Just so I can feel something again. Hate, lust, pity...anything.

I pulled out my box of 'past' and I feel so disconnected to it all. Which, in the long run, I'm happy about...but right now. I need something to get me started.

I need to hear his voice.
I need music.

2 comments:

Michaela said...

Make your own "Music"...It may help you figure out who you really are.

Stop dwelling on the past...forget him and his dumb philosophical ways...it's not good for you- HE'S NOT GOOD FOR YOU!!!


Love ya!

OEsme4046 said...

No, it's not how you think. I'm not dwelling right now. I seriously am having this creative flow and sadly it includes him and our 'past'...but it's for a good reason. I swear.