Friday, January 30, 2009

Newest Addiction

So, some people wake up in the morning and crave coffee, waffles, a cigarette...
Me, I crave gas station cheeseburgers!

WTF, body?! I'm trying to diet here, and you are constantly telling me to drive to BP and buy a cheeseburger (at 10am)!

I always get the craving on the way home from school, and somehow I always give in because my friend Chaelly works there.

UGH! So annoying.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Happy 'We have a new (and 1000x better) President!!

I have been an emotional wreck today. Secretly of course...
While watching our 44th President take the oath of office, tears were pooling in my eyes. They were tears of joy, tears of hope, tears of pride.

I have never been so proud to be an American, as I am today.

For the first time, someone that I voted for has become the president.

I can't wait until the day someone asks me where I was on January 20th, 2009. I wish I could say that I was in Washington D.C. watching history unfold...instead, I was in Omaha, NE in the UNO's auditorium.

Make us proud B!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

My story

I have this idea in my head for a based entirely upon reality.
My problem lies in the simple fact, that I cannot recover some of those feelings had during that time of my life.

I keep hoping to run into him...Just so I can feel something again. Hate, lust, pity...anything.

I pulled out my box of 'past' and I feel so disconnected to it all. Which, in the long run, I'm happy about...but right now. I need something to get me started.

I need to hear his voice.
I need music.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Need to, Need to, Neet to!!!

Oh my goodness. I know I say this all the time, but seriously...
I need to go on a diet.
I need to loose weight.
I need to be healthier.
When I take photo's of myself, they're usually facial shots. I purposely avoid full body shots for the simple fact, I don't want to see myself.

I'm going to make a promise to myself. I'm going to take a full body picture every week (or so) just so I can track my progress.

I'm not going to count calories, I'm just not going to eat fast food, or fried food period. I'm going to stop drinking soda and eat more fruits and veggies. I'm also going to start walking more. Well, maybe once it starts warming up. (I could live without the -15 degree temps)

So, here is my Week 1 photo:

Monday, January 12, 2009

Help me!

Okay Internet, I need your help.

I found these AMAZING canisters at a local antique mall and I have a strong feeling that they were a part of a set of 5. How do I know this? Because on the bottom one is marked V and the other is IV.

But here they are...

I just simply adore these and I NEED to find the other two jars. I have searched all morning on Ebay, with no leads. There are NO markings on the bottom, except for the roman numerals and maybe a CALIF stamp.

If you have any suggestions or see anything like thise at all, please shoot me a message or email.


Oh, p.s. I also got these cool little dishes:

Monday, January 5, 2009

7 Things

7 Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
1. Travel the world and visit almost every country.
2. Read every classic work of fiction, twice. (this includes the Twilight series)
3. Drive cross country with no planning or agenda.
4. To speak spanish fluenty, and maybe learn another language, like French or Italian.
5. To live in another country for at least a year.
6. Have a family and love my life
7. Write a book.

7 Things I Cannot Do:
1. Flirt with a guy I am physically attracted to.
2. See something sad and not get emotional.
3. Bake.
4. Touch a snake.
5. Call people back when they call me.
6. Run for any length of time.
7. Tolerate people who don't support equal human rights.

7 Things That Attract Me to the Opposite Sex:
1. Sense of humor/wit
2. Intelligence
3. Worldliness, experience.
4. Musicianship. Love me a guitar player, piano player, trumpet player...
5. Confidence
6. Ambition
7. Eye contact
(I borrowed this test from GGC @ and I have to totally agree with her answers on this one)

7 Things I Say Most Often:
1. I need gas.
2. Ugh!
3. I have a headache.
4. Holy S*$%
5. Mother F*$%er
6. Mmmmm Jimmy John's.
7. I don't want to go to school.

7 Celebrity Crushes:
1. Robert Pattinson. I don't care if he's 22, he's quite amazing.
2. Joaquin Phoenix. I will always love him, no matter what! Even if he's pulling a crazy Britney right now.
3. Diego Luna & Gael Garcia Bernal. They're a package deal, and so sexy.
4. Jason Bateman. The hottest celebrity dad on the face of the earth.
5. Matt Nathanson. LOVE HIM.
6. James McAvoy. Am I the only one who thought he was a hottie in Narnia?
7. Gabriel Macht. Holy Shit! That smile! Those eyes. I can't tell you how many times I watched Because I Said So.